i read your words, all your letters on pages
written in order like no one else can
they make me feel whole, so alive and weightless
so i hurt myself over alright, again

you’re a girl in my dreams, the one i’ve been seeking
but love is not right and turns around
you can’t match the ideal, be the completion
and i’m not your one, the love you found

ithurtsithurtsithurtsithurts
why is it all so hard?
i still love you, i still love you
but all we are is miles apart